A keychain and a note

"I love you more than yesterday... but less than tomorrow"

Me: Huh? Hindi ko gets?
Him: May secret dyan.
Me: Okay whatever.

Tinignan ko ulit pagkauwi ko.. Pagflip ko ng note, nakalagay sa likod, "I love you everyday.." Yieee, kilig much. =)) Ayun pala yung secret message na sinasabi niya. Sweet ♡

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12:51AM

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life 

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night.. 

Cause it's 12:51 

And I thought my feelings were gone 

But I'm lying on my bed, 

Thinking of you again. 

And the moon shines so bright, 

But I gotta dry these tears tonight. 

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on.. 

Any longer. 

Tears will dry.

Sadness will go away.

Pain will never remain.

Feelings will fade.

Memories will be forgotten.

All these things and memories will be put into a jar and will be thrown into my past. Someday I would realize that you're not worth it and you don't deserve my tears. Someday you will realize what you had let go off. 

And you'll going to regret that.

I would learn to forget you. I will forget you. And I'm going to move on.

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Manhid mo, friend.

MASAKIT PA DIN.
Wala ka talagang napapansin no? Sige pagpatuloy mo yan.

Wala ka kasing nasasaktan eh no. Sige lang, friend. :)

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Happy ♥'s Day!

What I got this Valentine's Day ♥♥♥

I thought that this day will be just an ordinary day for me, but then I was wrong. Expect the unexpected they say. I'm super duper ultra mega happy today!! I feel so special and blessed because of them. So let me narrate you what happened yesterday and the day of Valentine's.

Yesterday. February 13, 2013, Wednesday.
So after school I went to the cupcake shop to buy my friends some cupcake for Valentine's Day. Then when I came home, I entered the gate and I saw 3 pairs of a boy's school shoes. And I already had a clue who it was. I was thinking of running to my grandma's house because I'm not used with this kind of surprises, I find it awkward. But then I went inside then I just stayed beside the door because I don't know what to do. Then HE gave me this bouquet of red roses and a big box of Ferrero. I was really surprised, quite happy and irritated at the same time. It was an early Valentine gift.

Today. February 14, 2013, Thursday.
Morning. I was brushing my hair then suddenly my mom went inside saying, "Yung pinsan ni Erika nasa labas inaantay ka!" What a great start of my Valentine's day morning. He got me 7 red roses, a letter and an Infinity ring which came from Karat World. Shocking right?

Classroom. When I got into our classroom, I started sharing what happened yesterday and what happened earlier to my friends because I was so excited I can't help it but to share it. Lol! Then when I got onto my chair, there I saw 3 white roses, a letter and a greeting box. There's another surprise after our lunch break. When I got onto my chair I saw a letter, Ferrero and brownies! And before I read the letter, I knew who he was because his writing was familiar to me. And I was right. For me, his letter was the most sweetest thing because his letter was full of effort!! I was hiding my kilig vibes while I'm reading letter.

Dismissal time. My best friend, Erika told me to wait for something I don't know before I go home. But then I already have an idea what will happen. Hahaha! She pulled me to the gym and then I saw some fourth year boys but HE's nowhere in sight. So we waited for like 10 minutes. Then he came down, holding a bouquet of pink roses. He gave it to me and he also handed out a box of Ferrero and a letter. I was soooo kilig. This is it. ANG HABA NG HAIR KOOOO. Hahaha!

Sorry if this post is too long. I'm just so happy that I just wanted it to share it with you, guys. Valentine's day is a day where some people show appreciation and love for a person. Every girl deserves to feel special this Valentine's Day. ♥ This is just a memorable and unforgettable Valentine's Day, ever. ♥

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Bitter post #2 - Gara naman friend :)

Strike 1: "Alou nakita ko sila magkasama, kasama pa si *toot* nagsimba sila. Walang pansinan na naganap grabe ang awkward. Dumiretso sila sa Friendzoned."
Strike 2: Pag-open ko lang naman ng Facebook picture nila ang nakita ko.
Strike 3: Picture naman nila sa Instagram ang bumulaga sa akin.

SHOOT! TRIPLE KILL.

Ang saya saya. Tara tawa nga muna! Hahahahahahaha!! :) :) :) Gara naman friend? :) Tanong tanong ka pa sa akin kung okay lang ako na ang bago niya eh yung kaibigan mo, tapos sorry sorry pa. Ang gara naman? Kung sa una pa lang alam mong masasaktan ako sa gagawin mo sana di mo na lang tinuloy diba? Ang sakit lang isipin na dati kino-comfort mo pa ko sa kanya tapos ikaw pa nag-aayos sa amin tapos ngayon sa kanila mo naman ginagawa. Siguro dapat ko na lang talagang tanggapin na lahat na talaga nagbago. Pero masakit eh. Masakit nung nakita ko pa yung picture. Masakit na itetext pa ko ng mga kaibigan at mga kakilala ko na, "Alou, may bago na pala si *toot*?" ARAY lang.

Kahit sabihin ko sa sarili ko na hindi siya worth it at kahit ipaalala ko sa sarili ko na ginago ako nun at dapat ko na siyang kalimutan, bumabalik pa din yung sakit eh. Dapat hindi na ako apektado. Dapat hindi na ko nagkakaganito. Dapat hindi na ako umiiyak. Pero bakit ganon? Kahit anong gawin ko naaapektuhan pa din ako at nasasaktan pa din ako.

Pinipilit ko naman na wag nang magtanong tungkol sa nangyayari sayo eh. Pinipilit ko din na hindi ko na basahin yung mga texts mo dati. Pinipilit ko din naman na huwag nang buksan yung profile mo. Pero minsan di ko maiwasan eh. Ang tanga tanga ko naman kasi. Ako din yung nananakit sa sarili ko sa ginagawa ko. Tulungan niyo naman akong makalimot please? Sana magka-amnesia ko at siya lang talaga ang makakalimutan ko.

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Bitter post #1

63 days na ang nakaraan.. Ang bilis mo naman atang magpalit? O dahil hanggang ngayon di pa din ako makalimot at makahanap ng bago? Kinain mo lang lahat ng sinabi mo sa akin dati. Sabi mo, ako lang mahal mo kahit magkahiwalay tayo. Sabi mo tuuparin mo yung promise mo sa akin. Ang tanga ko no? Hanggang ngayon naniniwala pa din ako sa pinagsasasabi mong kalokohan sa akin.

Ngayon nalaman ko, may bago na nga. Kwento nga sa akin lagi daw kayong magkasama. Nagkukulitan, nagtatawanan, naghaharutan.. Parang tayo lang dati yan ah? :) Minsan nga iniisip ko, ano kaya kung yung mga sinasabi mo sa akin dati sa kanya mo naman sinasabi ngayon? Nakakatuwa naman kung ganon. Naging recycle bin ang peg ni girl. :>

Nakakatawa nga eh, may nagsend pa sa akin ng GM ni girl. Kagulat ka teh. Mukhang ang laki ng gusto mo sa kanya ah? Wagas kung makapag-iloveyou sa GM. Ang bilis girl, atat much? Ano ba habol mo dyan? Mukha niya? Hahahaha! Eh gago nga ang pagmumukha na yan eh. Sorry ang bitter ko ba? May pinaghuhugutan lang. :) Hindi naman dahil hanggang ngayon gusto pa din kita kaya nagkakaganto ako, dahil ang totoo ay pinakita mo sa akin na hindi ka nga talaga karapat dapat na iyakan at hindi ka din karapat dapat sa akin.

Gara nga eh, yung iba naghihintay at nagtiyatiyaga sa akin dahil mahal "daw" nila ko. Minsan gusto ko lang naman din na may magpakita sa akin na mali na puro salita lang kayong mga lalaki. Kahit isa magkaroon ng paninindigan. Buti pa sila no? Ikaw, isang hello mo lang bagsak na naman ako sayo. Pero ngayon, promise ko.. Kung babalik ka man, natuto na kong magsabi ng, "GO AWAY PLEASE" nang ikaw naman ulit ang masaktan. :) :) :)

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People not acting like people.

I don't know if the title is connected with what I'm going to blog/say. But anyway, who cares.. This is my blog and I can put everything I want, I created this to let my feelings out.

Faggots, some people are so assuming that they think that they're the ones who are being talked about or pinapatamaan in my tweets. But they're not. *Sigh* Issues. Issues. Issues.

I have so many complaints and thoughts in my mind why people act like faggots and so immature. I mean what happened to them? To us? To us teenagers. Have we lost our minds? Or we're just not well disciplined by our parents? WHAT?

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Mood ruiner, biatch

YOU. ANNOY. ME. THE. MOST.

Hello? Are you lost?? You'll be the one to start teasing/annoying me then you'll ask, "Bakit badtrip ka?" THIS IS BULLSHIT. YOU'RE SO ANNOYING. I'm trying not to get mad at you but you're the one who's making and saying things that made me sooo annoyed. I just want to stop texting you but I can't because I know you put so much time and effort for me even though you know that I don't even like you but there you are... *sigh*

Sorry but fuck you. ♥

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